Monday, June 1, 2009

Phew, been a while, eh?

Yep, it's been a mighty long time since I have posted in this blog.
Mostly it's because I was only BLOGGING because I was happy, for the most part, and wanted quite desperately to share my story with someone.
Having been thoroughly depressed, and rejected by every person I had thought I could trust, I figure now would be a great time to pick back up on blogging.
At least, it's as good a time as any, right? :]

Hrm. But where to start? haha If only writing, and about myself at that, was as easy as it used to be.

I guess... Well, plans have changed. I had PLANNED on moving away from the pain here in Kentucky, to the other side of the country for a few months, then following the end of that, moving to Canada. Vancouver to be exact. I did some research on the city, and it's absolutely BEAUTIFUL! And, more importantly, it's CANADA! No one could follow me there without a passport. :]

I've become slightly obsessed with Robert Pattinson [Woo, I know, fangirlish, eh?] but NOT for the reason most girls are. I don't see "Edward" in him, or even "Cedric". I see an interesting individual, who looks like he thinks a lot. From the sparse interviews I've seen of him, he comes across as slightly cynical, and I like that. Forgetting the fact that he looks like my first "Love", he IS pretty attractive. But I don't see glitteryvampy Rob, I see a musician, and an actor, and all around, just a talented individual, that's not self-absorbed, and doesn't really WANT fame and fortune. He wants to do what he loves, and do it as best he can.
I admire that.
His music, is... expressive.
He reminds me of Salvador Dali [Which he plays, by the way, in Little Ashes ;] ].
He's not really the "Norm", and he doesn't care to be.
He's just.. HIM.

Putting RPattz aside now, before I start detailing all the things I'd like to converse with him about, [including his views on philosophy, etc.] Um..

I guess.. I had some good luck lately? O -o
My dad finally got unemployment money, and since it's been a few months, it had just set, collecting and collecting, until we got a total amount of 5 grand in the mail.
I got much needed clothes, we stocked on some food, I got an 8GB Green iPod Nano;
I got my Halo 3 edition xBox 360, with matching controller of course ;)
I got Halo 1 to play ON said xBox [Sexbox as it's known in my loose ring of "Friends"]
Um.. I got.. OH I got glasses finally! :D
I can seeee!!! *blinks*
Of course, it took a few days, because the first time they "Completed" my prescription, the right side was off.
So I had to go back, and REdo all the tests and whatnot, but it was TOTALLY worth it :D

Here in a couple of days, we get to take the 3 kittehs of mine down to get fixed [FINALLY!], so they won't spray anymore. :D

Downer news, so-called "Friends" who said they wanted to be "Friends" again, have all but SCREAMED at me to go away, which happens to be the main reason I wanted to LEAVE Kentucky.

I was in a car accident with my closest friend, and the car nearly flipped over, but he was an awesome driver, and regained control of the car, so all was well... Until his parents got to the scene >_<"

Um... Well, more downer news, is that my Mom and her Boyfriend, and my Sister have to come BACK to Kentucky, from Washington State [where I'd planned on moving to, remember?] Because my Aunt is being her usual bitchy self, with a touch of insanity, and yelled at my mom's bf because my MOM made him a sandwich... o_e"

So we're trying to figure out how to arrange for them and all the possessions to make it across the country AGAIN, when we're all pretty much broke right now -_-"

Um, anyway, yeah, I think that's about it for now!
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