Eyes

where has it gone
that laughter and joy?
that light in your eyes
you had as a boy?
I miss that one smile
that no one could see
it felt like you happy
was all just for me
the hiding in kitchens
and trips to the shows
are forever in cupboards
where noone will go
so many firsts in
memories we share
lost in the history
in God knows where
And oath to the devils
to curse those who though
we'd last forever with
love naught to rot.